download

Monday, 26 May - Leave a Response

title: download
genre: romance / angst
pairings: tyki mikk x oc
warnings: mushiness.
rating: G (K)
word count: 1893
frequency: one-shot
update rate: still needs work.
disclaimer: i own road’s outfit.
prompt: i fell in love with the ark’s interior & it’s been downhill ever since.

—–x)(x—


Geometrically impossible was her living situation. The walls began to remodel, windows showing signs of wear one would assume had remained there ages ago. Sayuri felt no rush to find a safe bush, or hide underneath something bothersome. At the time, she was the sole owner of the place. The ark evacuated a fortnight ago, perhaps children and women first, perhaps the bribing had done their deeds.

She remained clean.

“So calm, you are.”

She made no motion to acknowledge the accusation.

“You have three hours,” he said. “It’s starting to download.”

Three hours.

He stood on top the remains of a postal office, permanently erasing its second letter. First of the six marks, touched by long, piano fingers. Hair, curly – destroyed.

Was it always like this? Sayuri thought. No, it couldn’t have been.

Tyki refused to admit she could instantly dismantle the contrapposto pose he was assuming. So he assumed it, of course.

“Are you going to say bye-bye?” he jeered.

She gave him a faint smile. “No,” she said, “I’m not.”

“Oh?”

The Noah inhaled, this time letting the ash sit in his mouth for longer than usual.

“Join me, then?”

More than the allowed number of meters separated them, through her eyes. It seemed for a moment her laziness would win over the actual distance; but then, the floor beneath her split in half, vaulting her toward the debris. She landed on the second letter hidden by Tyki’s foot. Must be bad luck. He smirked, lifting her chin with the tip of his shoe.

“How are the rest doing?” she managed to ask. It took months, no – years – before she perfected her recovery time. Years of association, much less than three hours.

“Fine, fine,” he laughed. “Road misses me, that bastard sister. I’ve written her twenty-some letters and she still demands extra correspondence. What is a brother to do?”

“Comply.”

He leapt down a level, to where she stood.

“And how would I do that?”

“Fold your letters in each other, one at a time.”

“Show me,” he demanded. He kept his voice soft.

Sayuri laughed.

“Paper?”

Tyki reached into his inner coat pocket and produced a thick deck of cards. He claimed a quarter, then threw the slice like an accordion into his other palm. The cards materialized as parchment while they were traveling.

“Enough?” he asked, extending the favor.

Sayuri reached, but found it suddenly jerked back.

“Just a second,” Tyki said, bitterly humorous. “I have to make you promise something first.”

As much as they tried, his eyes failed under her hold. She knew where he was going. The same long, piano fingers curled around a key in his other inner pocket. Maybe hair, curly – unprotective. He grabbed her neck.

“Tyki,” she insisted.

He slowly pushed the key into her mouth.

“Take the nearest exit,” he said.

Sayuri’s eyes widened. Tyki’s fingers were still over her lips. “Promise me, you’ll take the nearest exit.”

Would I dare do such a thing? she remembered asking herself.

“You’re thinking otherwise,” he said. “You’re thinking of breaking my heart.”

Sayuri closed herself.

“I know you are,” Tyki’s voice grew in anger. “You’re thinking of subversion!”

The girl took his hand away and removed the key from her mouth.

“You knew my decision even before you came.”

A terrible crunching noise echoed from the far horizon. Tyki checked his internal caliber; thirty-seven percent complete. Time remaining: two hours, twelve minutes, fifty-five seconds.

“If it’s truly subversion,” she said, “you are at fault, too.”

“You – “

“– Initiated the download yourself,” Sayuri stated.

“I was joking!”

“Then why is the perimeter virtually annihilated? Why does it continue to be eaten?”

Tyki resisted the urge to plunge a thousand butterflies into her chest.

“So you would rather prove me wrong,” he said, “than survive.”

“Absolutely.”

Tyki laughed derisively. “Say what you will.”

The wind picked up, flaring his coat. He turned around, preparing to leave her to crawl her way out. So what if she got cut a few times while walking? The door was easy to find. If she was smart, she would chose a more difficult path that enabled her to travel over the mess.

Sayuri glanced down. It was hard to examine the key in her hands. They were tiny, it was tiny – simultaneous tinyness deceived even the best. She set it on the rock, she herself bending down for a closer look. Something crunched in her pocket. Matches: a good dozen and half left, one of them now snapped. Birthday present last month, from Tyki. They’ll light without fire, he told her. Just be careful lighting them.

She trusted they lit without fire. The broken one will have to go first, no point in using the others when one was already gone. Just like this, Tyki had said when he traced her arm against air. The surface is not there, but it will light.

Sayuri flicked. It stung her twice as hard. Tyki was not supporting her hand this time – in fact, he didn’t support her at all, but she still held on tightly; any looser and she was in danger of dropping it on the wrong place. Sayuri knelt down again and set the key aflame.

Immediately, Tyki jumped.

“The key!” he yelled. “What are you doing with the key!”

“It’s melting,” she explained.

Tyki looked at her disbelievingly, as if his entire life had been an exercise in duplicity. He couldnt’ve left her alone for two seconds to come back to a key now curling obediently under violet. Two seconds!

He took his foot – yes, the same foot that hid the letter, kissed her chin – and stamped the key. The world smelled like burnt rubber.

“That won’t work,” Sayuri said calmly. “I placed the match on the ridges first. The most important part is deformed.”

“I can make another one.”

“I have seventeen matches left.”

“I can make more keys than you have matches.”

“Your matches regenerate.”

“I can disable them.”

“They’re mine now.”

“I can create time.”

“Only your sister can.”

“No,” said Tyki. “You’re right.”

He pulled her to the streets, near a curb marked red for no parking. A lamp was sputtering moths above them. Tyki snapped his fingers, and the glow immediately vanished.

“Sit down,” he patted the concrete next to him.

Sayuri sat.

“Let’s watch this,” he said. He opened his coat and threw out all his weapons: fresh lychee, to coax her – now just a refreshment; a plastic knife that resembled too much like a real, platinum one; several bowls of different sizes, all nested within one other.

“Do you remember the trick I showed you in cutting lychees?”

“Yes.”

Sayuri picked up the knife unquestioningly and trimmed, placing skin in one bowl and meat in another. She was an old hand, even to new utensils. Tyki watched, playfully malicious – but in a way – satisfied with her performance, attempting to flip over her hard work.

“I can smell that rubber a mile away,” she scolded.

“Here,” he said, taking the knife from her. “You start eating, I’ll do the boring shit.”

She held a bulb to the sun to sample the fishbowl effect. Another building exploded around the sliver of the fruit, then climax, then dust. Tyki reached over to eat the lychee she was holding.

“No fair,” she laughed.

“Yes fair,” Tyki said. He fed her one of his, which was always better-tasting.

For once, he did not play owner. This time, he was the one who made the extra effort to lean toward her, the extra effort to be closer, all his weight pinpointed into his right wrist, which remained dirty and refused to touch fruit. He propped his left foot up to convince himself even more that he should be out of character, because there was little time left to stay in.

Sayuri, on the other hand, maintained her distance, perhaps out of courtesy. Her words never sounded desperate; why would her actions? Life had treated her well during her days on Earth. It was a matter of taste, not decision, that governed the ark.

She looked at the bowl of lychee.

Tyki looked at her.

She didn’t notice.

She was not pretending, like she had often done on many dates before, pretending to not notice that she was being adored. No, she was watching the collisions plummet and recede, waves sometimes eating the beach and sometimes, deciding it was better off blowing up some other boba tea hut.

“Don’t make me work,” Tyki said, reminding her he existed.

Sayuri crawled closer obediently.

Now within arms reach, he draped his arm over her shoulders and remained there.

One hour, forty-five minutes.

Nine seconds.

“Eight,” murmured Sayuri.

“You’re half asleep,” Tyki whispered.

“Okay,” she agreed.

After a moment’s consideration, she asked, “Are you?”

“No.”

“What do you want to do for the rest of your life, Tyki?”

Tyki didn’t respond. He was busy not pretending, watching collisions clean the radius now twenty strides away from them. Was that a pizza parlor now just in flames? Must have been his favorite, because one of Road’s old mary-janes still stood in the way of a chair leg. And what is this? Kimiko’s Nail Salon? Lulubell’s hideout, more than once, of course. A manicure from Kimiko’s, Tyki remembered fondly, could dissuade the Earl from lashing out at his children. What a promiscuous bitch. But he loved them all nonetheless.

He looked down at Sayuri, now fully dreaming.

Who was she? Did he meet her yesterday? Last week? He couldn’t be sure. Was she human? Yes, she was human. When was she born? Yesterday? Last week? When did she die?

Another blast. The deletion was now licking its way through a cow field, full of not cows, but uneaten grass. He looked down at Sayuri again, her image slightly fuzzy. Maybe he should shake her?

No, he thought.

The ark began to settle, now moving into the eye of the hurricane. Road was at the balcony, or maybe indoors behind a tall oak window; who could tell. The Earl was wrapping up a classic again, this time Tolstoy’s Smert Ivana Ilyicha, feet warmed by the everblazing fireplace. Skin, he took to himself triple helpings of leftover ice cream, no doubt awaiting later a few kicks and screams from his sister.

A tree began to collapse, sinking to the ground. Tyki felt a pang of anger that he did not carve his initials there before it left. No protest. None at all. The entire ark was still on a pair of tracks.

Jasdevit, the twins… his mind wandered, still paying attention to the crumbling ark… Jasdevit was probably playing a game of chess against themselves… Devit letting Jasdero win to avoid hurting his feelings… Jasdero finding other reasons to throw a tantrum anyway. Lulu, getting a mammogram, hah; no, she was napping, curled at the feet of the Earl and tail wrapped around a pan of milk. And Tyki, himself.

He closed his eyes as well, merely listening now to buildings being reduced to dust.

By morning, he woke and stood up, brushing sawdust off his pants.

“The new ark is complete,” the Earl said, somehow magically in his bedroom.

“I am aware.”

Tyki walked past his master, changing from Noah to White through the doors.

Time was up.

memorizing sugar

Sunday, 10 June - Leave a Response

title: memorizing sugar
genre: drama / angst
pairings: marui bunta x niou masaharu
warnings: none
rating: PG (K+), for allusions to sexual activity
word count: 469
frequency: standalone excerpt
update rate: possible, but unlikely, revision
disclaimer: i own the waiter, the couple, the baby and the bib
prompt: i was in the car to san gabriel, and i couldn’t find any paper, so i ripped up an empty kleenex box and started to write there:

{this was meant to be taken from the middle of apples to apples, a chapterfic i will start on the 21st. dually, this serves as an IOU for fellow fanfic writer dim aldebaran. rachie? take this rain check for my snape fic ♥

niou asks marui out to a local dessert café, wanting to… discuss …some things with his lover}

—–x)(x—–


“Did you ever consider,” Niou began carefully, “that you might have made me uncomfortable?”

Marui glared bitterly.

“Of course,” he spat. “This is a jealousy issue, after all.”

“After all,” Niou nodded.

The trickster glanced furtively across the table, watching Marui’s expression through four layers of glass, wondering if he should cough, or apologize, or make a mad dash for the bathroom.

“You barely touched your cake,” he remarked.

“Go ahead,” replied Marui acrimoniously, pushing the plate toward Niou. “No high fructose corn syrup, no added preservatives. No MSG. It’s quite healthy, Niou.”

There was a moment in which both sides acknowledged the eradication of ‘Masaharu’ from Marui’s vocabulary.

Niou leaned back into his seat.

“You’re such a flirt,” he paused, “Bunta.”

“Heh,” said Marui.

Next to their table, a waiter seated a young couple, asking if they’d like a highchair for their baby. Marui watched as both worked to tie a bib around her neck.

“I’m flattered, Niou,” said Marui. He plunged his fork into his other plate – a slice of tiramisu – with only the heartless precision of a tensai. “Absolutely flattered. Was this how I ensnared you? You know, at least I don’t take advantage of my attractiveness. I’m not the one infected with tricho.”

Niou raised an eyebrow.

“I’m clean,” he said.

Then he realized what Marui was alluding to.

“Those papers from the clinic weren’t mine, Bunta. They were his.”

“Whose?”

“I don’t remember his name anymore.”

“You shouldn’t.”

Niou dug a piece of the cake Marui offered to him with his fingernail. Flavorful, but not overdone, he thought, while cleaning the inside of his teeth. Then he made eye contact with Marui.

“Are you sure about this cake?”

Marui narrowed his eyes. “I’m full just by looking at you.”

“That could be misconstrued in a positive way,” Niou smirked. It was the only way he knew how to cover up shock. He deeply underestimated the severity of his role as a boyfriend, seeing their relationship as a disposable venture into flirtation rather than a relationship.

“You’re uninteresting, Niou-kun,” said Marui.

Yes, thought Niou. What a beautiful lie. Perhaps he was disillusioned after all. If he misjudged something as intimate as a relationship, he misjudged all those sleights of hand his opponents pulled. All that arrogance had been a sham! All that talent had been luck! All that laziness was just laziness – not a slick façade to win fanclubs and admiration. Perhaps he was too angry to feel sorry for his ex-lover, because at this moment, he placed a few bills on the table and walked away.

What is Niou Masaharu without seeing ten moves ahead?

Marui closed his mind. He knew Niou still loved him, but he couldn’t love Niou anymore.

Who knew their break-up could be as ironic as identity.

sober

Sunday, 3 June - Leave a Response

title: sober
genre: angst
pairings: marui bunta x niou masaharu
warnings: none
rating: G (K)
word count: 183
frequency: one-shot
update rate: n/a
disclaimer: j’ai rien
prompt: another excuse to turn an english assignment into fanfic.

{post-break up, marui’s POV. ‘brittle & overdyed’ credited to shadowluck. xposted in ff and applebubblegum.}

—–x)(x—–



I must have looked malnourished that day
I asked you to trade places
You
with brittle, over-dyed hair
silver now – like wisdom.
Me
with the uncanny ability
to make animal figurines out of gum.
You
listened with amusement
while I explained my petty excuse for memory
I
sat under the spreading chestnut tree
while receiving a lesson in logic.
For once, our polarity did not attract
or repel
or make silly faces at each other between dusty windows
but merely settled in content
like gasoline on water,
like a ball against the net.
When I first met you, my brittle, over-dyed friend,
my left foot was named Buoyancy
and yours was named Cynicism.
I used to believe
both ran the same laps
kicked the same dirt
and harbored the same bruises under coffee tables
Yet
one could cause regret
while the other remained invincible.
But both must exist, with someone.
I confess,
your left foot still feels alien to me.
Were we ever incompatible with discomfort?
I wondered
as you made your way against density
for my best interest
and yours

always win, rikkai dai, let’s go let’s go rikkai dai

Tuesday, 1 May - Leave a Response

sometimes the tiniest fibre can break your heart. like when we were doing applications of triple integrals, he drew the curve way too steep. that little swish meant crossing the axes wrong. sphere no longer. like a stray fuzz trying to rebel against the status quo of ‘shoelace’. what happens? you know the story. all of his other fuzzy friends followed suit, & pretty soon the entire boundary unravels. shoelace no longer. like concentration, a bit here or a bit there makes you lose everything. concentrated fruit juice no longer. you’ll always be my sugar tensai, marui-chan.

he breaks my heart.

infer is just a bloody synonym

Tuesday, 24 April - Leave a Response

for creating fake memories

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